I’m proud of us.
I would give anything, My heart, my soul, my life, Just to take it all back, And set things right. I know where I went wrong. I know what's wrong with me. I know what I've become.
Take those headphones off right now!
#this is kind of terrifying tho #b/c we saw in previous episodes how absolute naomi’s control of castiel was #when she ordered him to kill samandriel he didn’t hesitate for an instant #but even with that kind of influence she still had to make him kill ‘dean’ a thousand times over before she declared him ready #is this what he was doing for the entire span of time between 8.10 and 8.17?? #i wonder how many attempts it took before he could actually make himself do it #how many times before he could stab dean in the heart and not want to throw up afterwards #how many times before he could do it without hesitating #and even under that amount of conditioning when it comes to the real thing he STILL can’t go through with it #castiel loves selfishly and possessively and destructively but he also loves absolutely #it’s the only way he knows how #and the full force of that love is focused on one single fragile insignifcant human being (via electricskeptic)
Marry me, I’m in love with these tags.
There’s no need to be coy these days.
:) SANK YOU, love!!! You’re blog is AMAZING!!!